Today Is A 'Good' Day...

(My lovely friends and me)

(this is the look but don't get suprise if you got the chance to go there >.<)
New week in July and last week in my practical weeks.This semester got a very long period of posting time which is 3 months.I think i'm totally get tired after final exam continuously non stop having practical in hospital.
But this week a bit special and different for our group (201007).We have been posted at Hospital Tengku Ampuan Rahimah(HTAR),Klang.The first time we scheduled to do practical in other hospital but not Sunway Medical Centre.
At first we all are very excited once we know will be going to do practical there but after the seniors told us their experiences and what they had encountered there we feel very unsecure.
It is totally different compared to private hospital majority the doctors we called there is Medical Officer and mainly are doctor trainees.The very first time we step in the building we can really feel that we are in hospital LOL.The surrounding and atmosphere seen so scarry.The visitors walking around seen worried and with a pile face.It was so surprise when entered the ward 8B(medical ward for male patients and Isolation ward) maybe I don't have the chance to go Government Hospital even my hometown that Hospital Raja Permaisuri Bainun,Ipoh.The patients there look so ill and fatigue they just lying on the bed and sleep silently,the doctor trainees doing their rounds and some of them doing admission with the patients.When passed through the critical cubical we saw the doctors and nurses resuscitating the dying patients!!sad =( I hope the patient is save now,god bless him.
Sometimes I do feel this world is small,in the same time I can met two friends from Ipoh at there,one is sheau torng doing her practical in diagnostic centre and another one is foo shen's sister doing internship there.Great to see them at klang.hees <3
Start from tomorrow morning shift will be my first posting at there hope everything runs smooth and well.I will be update my post soon whenever I free.
Goodbye friends ^^

Ummm..i am back =)

It's been a year since my last post,I think?Hahaha
I was totally lazy in writing new post until today I felt I should do it from now onwards.The purpose is to mark those experiences and events that I have joined throughtout the years in selangor as a student nurse.
If you ask me how do I do,for sure i will tell you i am doing fine here,still the same not much changes also.But the point of view in life and the mindset is totally changed.hmmm,busy now we continue in the next post =)

Throughout these few months

Last friday was my last day for doing to school...that kind of feeling very special to me..
As u all know,that feeling same as the last day when we finish our spm exam..
After that day,we will be less and less go back to school..because we are not secondary student anymore..
Many of them will ask me the same question again and again-"why u suddenly stop studying form 6? is that sixth form's life very tough to you?and you try to escape.."
And my answer is partially yes and no..

YES-sixth form life is very tough,a lot of things we need to study,need to tuition everyday to cope with the syllbus,besides that we need to stay back for co-co activities..a lots...

NO-before 10 of may,i already applied for diploma in nursing course and went for many interviews because I know although I got the heart in study form 6,to get a good result in stpm but I still dun have the confidence to assure that I can make it..and I tell myself form 6 is my last choice if i fail to get the sponsorship..

and now I comfirm that I really got the sponsorship from sunway there..and received the offer letter,so I decide to go..I love the feeling when studying with my lovely friends..without u all I think I will lost myself..wants to say thank you to
lai wah -for chatting with me no matter I am sad or happy..thank for your advices,scolded and wake me up last year when i faced with the problems..
shing yee -for helping me a lot,especially allow me go to sch with her everyday..
fish -accompanied me to selangor for interviews and body check-up
yi mei -always accompany me when I need you ^^
mun yee -for telling me more about nursing

......a lots..I would not forget about you all,I promise..
and lastly-cik lai for encouraged me to persue nursing course..thank you for helping me and I feel very shy when crying in front of you..and I will not forget what you had said on that night..

Here I am

I love this song so much..
Everytime I heard that I feel so peaceful..
And the lyrics represents the words that always hide in my heart...

"Here I Am"
This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can't make it on your own

If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, hmmm

If you have broken dreams
Just lay them all on me
I'll be the one who understands
So take my hand

If you reach emptyness

You know I'll do my best
To fill you up with all the love
That I can show someone
I promise you you'll never walk alone

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your painI will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, oooo

Everybody needs somebody who keep a heart and soul in two

Well if you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your painI will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am, Here I am

My 1st post~~

Feeling a bit strange recently .. ..
I do not know how to describe..a little bit of worried, nervous, sad, etc..
Mind constantly recall things in the past ..
Others may be watching too many posts, unknowingly affect the mood
And mostly of the posts are about feeling circumstances..
I'm trying to make my own short sale so that my mind would not think of the past, all the sad things..
But when I read again someone's post my tears dropped unconsciously..
Those things have also happened in my life and it has been one year since unknowingly ..
So,i decided to start my new life again at a new place
and wanted tell u...
To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this.
Love is not that simple as you think..
finally..I hope u can forgive me......that's all...